Streamlining random thoughts
I like to think that every experience, every relationship, every friendship, every situation… is a learning experience. Life offers you only so much, you have to take the bad to get the good. When you make as many hasty decisions as I do, life is an ongoing lesson.
That said, I believe that this current situation that I am in right now is like my quarterly exam, given to me by Professor Life (original, right?). If I can’t survive this, if I gain nothing from this, if I walk away having learned nothing, I am not really living. I am not experiencing life as I should.
I am not miserable or depressed, I believe I’m happier now than I’ve been in years. However, things could always be better. There is always room for improvement. For change.
I will admit, I am slightly scared of sticking my foot out there, outside of my current comfort zone. It’s not that I regret any of my decisions, it’s that I realize that I need to be smarter with my choices. What if my next move is even dumber than this? I’m experiencing so much and learning nothing.
I have self destructive tendencies. These days, who doesn’t? Realizing it is one step closer to fixing it. Right?
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